holly is gone now... but its only a few months.

So holly has left for camp, we have had a pretty rough week what with the flood and all, but I am sure shes going to have a great time at camp. its so weird when you think about it, My girlfriend a college graduate is going to be a camp counselor.
either way, I miss her deeply, and i wish i could have gone with her, just because i don't know how i am going to survive the next few months without her. 
despite the fact that I am very sad about not being able to see her for the next month. I am also glad for her. this camp seems like a unique experience, and shes going to get a chance to meet some fun new people and hopefully makes some good connections. also this should help with our goal of starting that farm camp we've been talking about. also it will be nice for her to be active and having fun 24/7 especially after how rough our last semester was. while shes up at the camp she wont have to stress or worry about any of the shitty real life things and she will just get to concentrate on having fun and becoming a better teacher. so all in all a good experience for her.
then once shes back, I only have 9 months left in this place, and we can go off to Dublin to get her masters degree.
its going to be great.

just got to get through the next few months.