So just to let you all know what I am going through.
2010 was an awesome year. I got to go to norway, I designed some really cool shows Including the Drag show. I made a whole bunch of new friends. and Got to go to vegas, where I discovered what I truly want to focus on as a designer, and for a career (Hint its not lighting design). I got to teach a class, and I met the woman of my dreams. she was cute smart, funny, down to earth, and she was as in love with me as I was with her. Everything was looking good, life had a glow to it, and I could not be defeated.
2011, has not been as kind to me. so to start of my desktop got fried, our bathroom flooded, right when i was moving in. then when school started if was put on too many production assignments. which i knew would drastically affect my school performance. but despite my requests I could not get out of them. then my bike got stolen, Then my dad had a heart attack, then my mom was forced to move (which caused some stupid family fights), then my Uncle had a heart attack. this was all in the first 4 months. at the end of the semester, I was surprised with a final assignment, that i wasn't able to complete mainly due to the all the work i had to put in on the productions. after the semester ended, we had another flood, and got overcharged on a car rental. Throughout this whole time. Holly and I were together and Happy we were helping each other through the tough times we were both having.(I dont think i would have survived the semester if it wasnt for her.)
Then summer rolls around. I have a job in Colorado. she has a job at a summer camp in big bear.
we go our separate ways, but its only for a few months, and we both know soon we will be back in each-others arms and happy.
after a month in Colorado my contract is up, but I haven't heard from Holly in 2 weeks. I get on a plane to go back to Montreal to visit friends and family. the flight takes almost 24 hours.
after being in Montreal i get the We need to talk text message from Holly.
however after sending that message i don't hear from her. so I go ahead with my plan and rent the car, perhaps we can talk up at her camp.
as I am on my way up to the camp i get a call from her saying I shouldn't have rented the car. and i cant talk to her. but she will be on fb chat later to explain everything.
so basically
Out of the Blue she decided I was making her fat and lazy and its not going to work because she is too active to date a fat and lazy guy(seriously that's the closest i got to an explanation)
although we never actually talked.
So i wasted 200$ on a rental, and now i need to find a new place to live, before September. unfortunately, i don't get my loan until September. so I am probably going to be homeless for most of September.
and to make matters worse, well end of September is when my show opens, so for the most part of sept, i am not even going to have enough time to look for a place. and i cant afford
rent/ deposit/ moving expenses and eating, so looking for a place right now seems kind of pointless. so essentially, i will be couch surfing until October. you know. mid semester. when my next show is about to begin...
so basically, things are going to suck until the end of November, unless some sort of divine intervention occurs i will probably be homeless and couch surfing for 2 months.
And that is 2011 for me
I look forward to 2012, because Seriously i dont think it could get much worse.
anyhow this was just a rant. Im pretty depressed right now, and i find writing about it at least makes me feel a little better.
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