It has been rough this past month

Hey I made this post, it was super long and meloncholy, but for some reason when I post in chrome it wont actualy post to my blog.

either way.
This past month Has been super rough, what with the breakup and all that. I have to move, and there are so many other problems. the worst part is, she didnt even give me a chance to discuss the reasons with her. its like it was over in her mind long before she even botthered to contact me.
So basicly I had to watch my whole life fall apart and loose the woman I love, and there was nothing I could do to fix it.
worst feeling in the world, and I would not wish that on anyone.
I have been working on the two Cal rep plays though and its been a bit of a boon to get my mind off things, but it is still very difficult to concentrate, as my mind is constantly asking questions that i cant answer and the only person that can is up in the mountains and doesn't have a phone that works, So i guess I am forced to wait until she returns from Camp, and try to get some answers then, and I am sure even if i tried to contact her right now, it would probably make things worse. so all i can do is sit and wait. Stew in my thoughts and hope for the best.
thats is what my month has been like.
ah well by the time she gets back and if she wants to talk to me, school will be back up and rolling so I will have ample distractions to keep me from falling in to deeper despair.
Then Oppenhiemer will get in to full swing, and then it will be october. and then I will get in to Louis slotin sonnata then it will be thanksgiving, and the semester will be almost over.
If i keep myself distracted by work, this semester will breeze on by. and I will probably be much better off.

anyhow, here is some pics of the set. its going to be very cool. but sadly there is water in the set so i cant put lights under it (which would have been awesome!)